![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif){kind=small}
i know this is really late notice, but i need a hiatus. there are too many INYOURFACE problems with me right now and it's crappy, but i'll need a week to sort things out. ♥ thank you.
beckett-s
beckett-s
lament &: 
crappy
crappybreathe
is what it is
30 July 2006 @ 04:26 am
it's almost midnight and today has been filled with moving and unpacking and repacking and dispacking and perpacking and shipping and handling and all the other crap involved with moving an entire two story house to a one story house. i snagged one of my cousin's wine coolers because it's hot and the fridge isn't up yet and i don't trust tap water that isn't from illinois and i'm just really thirsty. this is sorta a-typical, but i didn't get kicked out. i'm not living with a relative that isn't an immediate fam. member. my dad's in the military and he got transferred at the last minute for god knows why to the military base outside of town and mom refused to move on base again plus i just didn't want to go to the academy there. my dad understands plus he's heard the place has a reputation for doing awful things to new kids and i am fragile ok? lol i'd be broken in half first day and cut my hair off? OFF? no. that's it. i don't care that i'm only 16, no.
i'm not a military brat but i am a brat. i'm not a twig or anorexic, i can keep my food down just fine. i have the weirdest musical taste ever, so there's no doubt you won't know the shit i'm talking about when i start quoting songs. or possibly movies.
is it allowed to be this hot in this part of the country? i don't think it is, there should be some law. god! i demand you stop it! this is supposed to be the nice airy side! it's NORTH carolina for fucks sake, make it COLDER! in the time i've taken out of my busybusy life to write this, i put up my little bottle collection. a few whiskey brands, some spiced rum and an empty bottle of bacardi in the middle a'cause it's tallest. there's this japanese picture behind it, gorgeous mountain view in the background with a small pier and a large lake in front, exotic flowers near by and a lady in a ..kimono? on the pier. i'm trying to learn japanese and all i've got down so far is koni chiwa. and it is still. so. hot.
i showered, life is good and i don't have massive pit stains on my fresh clean shirt anymore. the electricity got turned on and no one told me this. i've been sitting in sweltering heat for no damn reason. THE AIR CONDITIONER WORKS. THEY JUST WON'T TURN IT ON. how selfish of my parents to deprive me of something like that! i could have fainted! what a bitch thing to do, faint. what kind of guy am i?! I AM MANLY! FEROCIOUS! *puffs up chest* i either haven't reached puberty and the growth spurt's a fluke, or i have and i can't grow hair in certain places. tmi?
hi, i'm william beckett and i'm 16, going into 11th grade. academy beckett holler at your boy.
xoWILL
i'm not a military brat but i am a brat. i'm not a twig or anorexic, i can keep my food down just fine. i have the weirdest musical taste ever, so there's no doubt you won't know the shit i'm talking about when i start quoting songs. or possibly movies.
is it allowed to be this hot in this part of the country? i don't think it is, there should be some law. god! i demand you stop it! this is supposed to be the nice airy side! it's NORTH carolina for fucks sake, make it COLDER! in the time i've taken out of my busybusy life to write this, i put up my little bottle collection. a few whiskey brands, some spiced rum and an empty bottle of bacardi in the middle a'cause it's tallest. there's this japanese picture behind it, gorgeous mountain view in the background with a small pier and a large lake in front, exotic flowers near by and a lady in a ..kimono? on the pier. i'm trying to learn japanese and all i've got down so far is koni chiwa. and it is still. so. hot.i showered, life is good and i don't have massive pit stains on my fresh clean shirt anymore. the electricity got turned on and no one told me this. i've been sitting in sweltering heat for no damn reason. THE AIR CONDITIONER WORKS. THEY JUST WON'T TURN IT ON. how selfish of my parents to deprive me of something like that! i could have fainted! what a bitch thing to do, faint. what kind of guy am i?! I AM MANLY! FEROCIOUS! *puffs up chest* i either haven't reached puberty and the growth spurt's a fluke, or i have and i can't grow hair in certain places. tmi?
hi, i'm william beckett and i'm 16, going into 11th grade. academy beckett holler at your boy.
xoWILL
bolero &: fftl
